December 18, 1990 (age 13)

Today I got my hair cut. I hate Lindsey.  She is such an idiot.  Okay first she knocked down my mom's plant.  Then she knocked down the mirror.  The she sat on the roof of my mom's car and dented in the top.  Then when I was sitting on the reclining chair her and Carrie got my fingers stuck in it.  Now I have a blood blister.  Now you can see why I hate her.

But there's more.  Last night she told me that she told Aaron at the beginning of the school year (I think I'm going to die) She told him that I like him.

I feel so much hatred toward Lindsey I could spit.  (I could do tons more than that, but spit sounds nicer).

Colie the cat is sitting on my bed cleaning herself.  Instead of washing, Kandace calls it WORSHING.  Dee calls it WARSHING.  I don't get it.

Well maybe I'm mad at Aaron.  I wish he would call me or something.

Well, Bye.  Love,

P.S. It's funny how just 2 days ago, I missed Aaron so much. Now I hope I never see him again.

December 17, 1990 (age 13)

Today I went shopping.  I got my mom this little cat in a bag.  Lindsey, of course, had to get her one too. I still miss Aaron.

Tomorrow we are going to go get my hair cut.  My mom won't let me get a perm.  I am very upset with her.

My stomach hurts so much I could die.

I bought some bracelets at Nordstrom.  We went to Oregon Craft and Floral and I got these little bows.

I think my mom is getting me some Keds for Christmas.

Love,

I [heart] Aaron

December 16, 1990 (age 13)

Me and Dee made all of our Christmas stockings today.  Most of them looked really good. My eyes hurt because it's about 11:00 or 12:00.

Tomorrow we are going shopping or getting my hair cut,  I don't know.  My mom won't let me call Aaron because she says if he wants to talk to me he'd call me himself.  I don't agree.  I think if he wanted to call me he'd be too shy to call.

I love him so much I could die.

I [heart] Aaron

December 15, 1990 (age 13)

All I can think about is Aaron. I miss him already.  Only seventeen more days until I can go back to school and see him again.  I wish there was some way I could see him during this drag of a vacation. I hadn't talked to Mignonne, Joni, Kandace, or Paula yet.  I have talked to Katie.

I hate vacations and I miss Aaron so much I can hardly sleep.  I am never going to survive this STUPID vacation.  Who invented vacations?

Love,

December 14, 1990 (age 13)

Well it turns out the reason Aaron wasn't at school yesterday is because he had an orthodontist appointment and he got his hair cut and he got some new clothes.  He looked really cute today! We had our Christmas party and at pizza and stuff like that.  Aaron eats hardly anything.  We also watched 2 movies.

I got my presents from my friends and I am sad because of 2 things.  One reason is because today was the last day of school until January.  I am also sad because I don't know who Aaron likes.  When Katie asked him a few weeks ago he said he might ask me to the banquet.

I think I am really in love with him.  I know that sounds stupid but... Oh yeah!  Guess what!  At Gary's today I called Aaron.  I probably sounded like a fool but I told him his hair looks nice.

During this boring vacation me and Katie might do something.

December 13, 1990 (age 13)

My Life is over!  Aaron wasn't at school today and he didn't tell anyone why. Me and Joni are both in love with him, but she's not afraid to talk to him like I am.

Tonight was our stupid x-mas program.  Aaron wasn't there.

I'm going to die if he isn't at school tomorrow.  Every day when I get home I miss him so much.  I'm going to call him some night if my mom will let me.

I [heart] Aaron.

November 18, 1990 (age 13)

Today was Carrie's birthday.  We went to a cartoon movie the Rescuers Down Under.  It was really cute.  Carrie opened all her presents.  She acted like a real snob today. I can't wait till tomorrow.  Of course there's school but at least I'll get to see Aaron again.  Maybe I'm getting carried away.  Oh well.  I hope hope hope Aaron's in my P.E. group.  Please Mr. England!

I [heart] Adam

November 17, 1990 (age 13)

I'm at Gary's.  Nothing exciting is going on.  I'm gonna babysitt tonight.  I'm making cookies and pizza.  Oh and Mignonne is spending the night. Bradley played FAXANDU and he forgot to write down the mantra.  What a nerd.

There is 21 names in the phone book that have Aaron's last name.  Me and Mignonne might call him.

Bye,

November 15, 1990 (age 13)

So. I still have absolutely no idea whether or not Aaron likes me but I know he stares at me. ALOT! It is very annoying. I'm still hoping he will be in my P.E. group. I don't know though.

No one can say it's my imagination that he stares at me. I just happen to look up and POW, there he is starting at me. Well, I can't say that I don't stare at him but GOSH.

Well, gotta go.

I [heart] A.

November 14, 1990 (age 13)

Today was an okay day.  I mean not great, but not too bad. One bad thing was that I had to write an essay for talking in the library.  Also, while working in the library, (excuse my French) this seventh grade dickhead came him.  He is ugly and not only thinks he is soooo cool, he also thinks he knows everything.  Joni and alot of people say he's nice but well . . . who says they know everything.

I'm not gonna go into what happened, but it wasn't pretty.

I got my award for V-Ball a the pizza party.

P.S. A. just might like me. Maybe!

November 18, 1990 (age 13)

Well I had to go to school today.  What else is new?  Well just about nothing. Today Katie got mad at me because I accidentally called her [some other girl's name].  It was a simple mistake,  I don't understand her sometimes.

Anyway, tomorrow 3 things which are terrible are gonna happen.  1) I'm gonna have to go in front of the class and give a presentation.  2)  I'm gonna have a memory verse quiz.  3) I'll get a new P.E. group.

Well, Bye!

November 12, 1990 (age 13)

It's hard to believe I haven't written in here for so long.  So let me catch you up on some news. I don't love Aaron anymore.  I mean he is okay but, well, let me tell you, he's an idiot.  I practically can't stand him.  I don't worry about him.

As I write I keep looking at the scratches all over my arms.  I got them from my cat Ariel.

Now back to Aaron.  Don't tell anyone but the entire reason I'm mad at him is because he ignores me.

Love

P.S. Joni doesn't love Aaron either.

November 4, 1990 (age 13)

Yes. I still [heart] Aaron. In the two weeks I haven't written I've spoke to Aaron a few times.  Now I've found out he likes someone in Kingma's class.  Guess who's class I'm in!  Maybe he likes me but he might like someone else.  I hope not.

Today I was at Gary's.  Wow.

Anyways I better go.  Bye.

Love

I [heart] Aaron.

October 25, 1990 (age 13)

Yesterday Joni said she heard that Aaron liked someone in Parker's class.  Then she said she was joking. Anyways, today we played soccer and guess who was on my team!  Of course Aaron!  he passed it to me.  He is SO CUTE.  I wish I could talk to him but I'm too embarrassed to.

We lost our volleyball game.  It was our very last game.  I didn't get to serve or spike at all.  What a bummer.

I [heart] Aaron.

Love,

October 23, 1990 (age 13)

Today I had a pretty good day. I hate going to choir.  It's such a drag.

I wrote Aaron a note, but I haven't decided if I'll give it to him or not.  Mignonne says I don't act like I like him. She says when he's around I just act like my normal self.

I got my hair cut today.  Its about shoulder lenghth.

I really want to give Aaron that note, but I'm afraid of what he'll think of me.

I Love Aaron.

October 19, 1990 (age 13)

Joni is having a birthday party Sunday, but I'm not gonna go. I mean, I like her and everything but I don't want to go. We elected A.S.B today. I was on the ballot, but I didn't win.  Aaron was running for the same thing as me.  I voted for him instead of me.

He kept looking at me today.  Either I looked nasty or I looked good, cause he doesn't usually look at me  very often.

I [heart] Aaron.

Love,

October 18, 1990 (age 13)

Today we played a game in Vancouver.  We lost royally because the ref was major cheating for the other team.  He was an idiot. Today Aaron smiled at me, well at least I think he did. He might have smiled at Katie. I hope not because I like him.  He is so cute and so sweet, I can't help but to love him.  Joni, unfortunately does too.  It's like we're competing or something.

I [heart] Aaron!!

October 17, 1990 (age 13)

We went to OMSI and the zoo today and missed school. It was okay at OMSI but the funnest was when we were typing on the computer. Some guy who's code name was dobbin was typing to us. We wrote weird stuff to him. Then Katie gave him her phone number. She said he called and that he wants to go out with her. She might be lying though. I don't know.

We saw Aaron. at the zoo. I wanted to talk to him but my friends wouldn't come with me.

I [heart] Aaron.

Love,

October 16, 1990 (age 13)

We won! We won! We won! We played volleyball today against a school called West Hills.

Joni [heart]s Aaron too.  What a major bummer.

If I don't lose my nerve I'm going to talk to him sometime.  Maybe.

I [heart] Aaron

Love,

October 15, 1990 (age 13)

Today I worked in the Library cutting out laminated card things.  Aaron was there.  He was being dumb and talking about people farting. His friend said "Now we know why there's earthquakes."  Then they both said rumble, rumble. Aaron was being weird to me today.  He kept laughing everytime he saw me. Maybe he's getting back at me for something.

We played a game and almost won.  We were off by two points.

I [heart] Aaron.

Love,