Just about a ton of stuff has happened since I last wrote in here. I will just start at the beginning. On Thursday, I wrote about Dylan's mom and her quest for (in)justice. On Friday, Dylan went home for lunch as usual, and I guess they got in a fight about the whole situation. I'm not sure exactly what happened. He said that his mom denied ever saying that we couldn't talk anymore. She really said that we couldn't talk on the phone anymore. He told me that that's bullcrap though. He said that she specifically said - NO TALKING AT ALL.
Anyway, I'm not going to worry about it anymore. I've decided that I don't care what she thinks. The terrible thing (for HER) is that what she did brought Dylan and I alot closer now. I'm not afraid of him anymore. I'm not afraid to touch him or hold him or punch him. (Still afraid to kiss him!) I feel like I can tell him stuff now.
I guess it's just because I thought I was going to lose him and when I realized that I'm not, I reached out and grabbed him back. I really do love him. I know that I've said that before about other people and I later realized that it was just a crush, but this time I think it's for real.
I want him so bad. I've told him that I love him and he said that he does too. I feel that we are going to last for a long time this time. At least, I hope so. He is such a sweetheart.
I should go. I have nothing more to say. Except that I LOVE DYLAN.
Love,
P.S. Maybe I'll write about Halloween some other time, okay?'