To Carnation, Hello Hello Hello. How have you been this day? I am at Liz's house right now. Aren't you proud of me? I guess I'm glad I'm not at Tara's. I don't know. I like it over here. Everyone's so funny and stuff.
Liz's cousin (who is Tara's boyfriend) was over here. I know he thinks I'm a really lame person. He was looking at me like... Oh yeah. You are weird.
Big deal. I know everyone think I'm weird anyways.
I am not looking forward to going on this trip. It will not be fun.
I feel sorry for Lacey because this 7th grader has a crush on her and he's kind of a little pest in my opinion.
My eyes hurt right now. I don't know why. They just sting for some reason.
I feel like such a crazy person. I've been sitting here talking like an idiot to Liz and Lacey. I have been running my mouth one-hundred miles a minute. It's really pathetic. I just can't seem to shut up. I hate it when that happens.
For dinner we had deep-fried cauliflower and stuff and I feel like a greaseball. I also drank two caffeine free Cokes. TWO. I don't think I've done that for a long time.
I'm pretty tired. I think I might asleep with my pen still in my hand.
Oh! I don't want to go on this trip.
Today Connor was kindof bugging me during P.E. and stuff. He was being kindof bossy. That's one thing I can't stand is to have people tell me what to do.
No one ever told me that we weren't going to have that bake sale today so I brought 21 cupcakes and I had to give them away. That was dumb. It wasn't fair that I brought them and noone even gave me money. (By the way, I'm kindof joking, but not really.)
Would you believe that Liz skipped school today just because she didn't want to take the Algebra test. I can't believe her.
I just love the movie Heathers. I want to watch it again. I think it's cool watching Christian play a psycho!
Some people not be able to go on the ski trip because they are sick. I feel sorry for those people. I mean, they have already paid and stuff.
Liz told me that Tara and [Tara's boyfriend] were doing gross things when they were last over here together. I can't believe it. I don't know why. I guess maybe because I would never go and do that stuff. At least I can't imagine myself doing that. Yuck.
I'm so hot. This house is really hot. My house is always so cold. I am wearing shorts right now and at home I wear long-johns!!
Evan hasn't been to school for days. I don't even know if I like him anymore. I hate to say this, but I wish I could meet a guy like Christian Slater. I mean, he's awesome. He's such a sweetheart and, oh, I don't know! I probably should be getting myself to sleep. It's almost 10:30 p.m.!!
We have to go to church tomorrow. I really don't like going to church very well. I know that that's not very nice to God, but I can't help it. Church is so superficial. (What does superficial even mean?)
Love you!
xo