Dear Carnation, Hello.  I went to church today with Liz and Lacey.  It was pretty boring, as usual.  Then for lunch we went to their Aunt's.  We were there for a long time.  It was pretty boring too.  Finally we got to come back here.  We pretty much just packed all our stuff for the ski trip.  Well, I actually had to repack my stuff.

I am pretty nervous about this trip.  I don't know why for sure.  Tara asks all excited, but I just can't.  The whole idea of this trip is giving me a headache.

Liz and Lacey's parents went to some auction so this girl came over.   She is a real pest.  We watched Robin Hood and Kindergarten Cop.  (Not in that order.)  My Christian was wonderful as usual.  That movie is starting to bore me, but I still think he did an awesome job.

So right now my favorite movies are Pump Up the Volume and Heathers.

I watched him on a late night talk show the other night and I noticed that he has the same nervous habits in real life as he does on movies when he's playing a person who is nervous.  He bites his lip and run his hands through his hair and kindof bites his nails.

I do all of those things.  Especially the first and last ones.  I don't usually run my hands over my hair, I either chew on the ends or seperate a big chunk strand by strand until I have only one strand left.  Is that weird?  I think it is.

Sometimes I pick at my nail polish.  I hate that because then my nails end up looking butt ugly.

One think I noticed is that I usually like the bad guys in movies.  I always admire them for having the courage to stand up to the corny good person.  There are some good guys I like but I usually go for the evil suckers.  Of course I like Christian no matter who he plays because he is so cool.

I've decided that the best part for me to play would be a snobby, stuck up bitch.  I think I could do a really good job with that!!  What do you think, Carnation?  I don't think I'd be as good of a nice person, but I really don't know since I don't have any experience.

I want to be in like Children's Theater or something, I could probably because I am young enough looking.  I could probably pass for a ten year old if I wanted to.

I kindof acted like an idiot when we were watching Robin Hood.  I was screaming and stuff but that's just because I was really hyper.    We had pizza for dinner.

I have to go now.  Good bye.  I love you.  Good night.