Dearest Carnation, Hello, how's everything going for you? I guess they must be fine since you're nothing but paper anyways.

Today I read something depressing.  It was the movie review for Kuffs.  It got only one star and that means dreadful. The critic said in other words, the movie was really lame.

Christian Slater was supposedly always making sexist remarks about Milla Jovovich - she played his girlfriend.  I guess his character, George Kuffs, was a real jerk in the movie.  Also, the guy said it was either a comedy trying to be an action film or an action film trying to be a comedy.

I'll probably go see it anyways if Mignonne isn't still mad at me.  I don't know exactly what's going on.  I'll probably write to her soon.  I don't know.

Did you ever notice that just about every entry in here so far mentions Christian Slater at some time?  Not all of them do, but just about!  I guess that's really weird.  Most people don't think about actors they like that much do they?  I don't know but I'm not too worried about it or I'd be in therapy or something.

Last night, Bob made me really mad.  I was saying something about how I thought it would be fun to be in a movie and he said, "Just forget about it okay. It's not gonna happen so forget about it."

It made me so mad! I guess I'll show him, won't I!!

I want to take a drama class. I think it would be good for me. Hopefully the school I go to for my junior or senior year has a drama class since this sucky school certainly doesn't have one.  This school is so lame. I hate it.  I wish they would kick me out or something so I would have to leave and then maybe I could go to a decent school.  I mean, I really hate it here.

Evan made me mad again. I'm not sure exactly what he did, I forgot, but he just gets on my nerves.

I'm thinking about not even going to our stupid banquet. I'm sure it's going to really lame.

I think I'm going to buy some black jeans soon. I really need some. I have 3 shades of blue, one pair of white, and one pink.  Now I need black.

Today I bought a pair of green stretch pants, a pair of white and a white turtleneck.  White is my favorite color. I don't know why.

I am really tired. Last night I went to bed about eleven and this morning I woke up about eleven but I'm exhausted. When we were at the mall, I kept feeling dizzy.

My ears hurt because I'm listening to my Bryan Adams tape with headphones and I've had them on way too loud!!

I'm so tired. After I finish this page I'll probably collapse on my pillow!!!  I cannot believe how long some of these entries are!

Well, good night!  I'll probably write more tomorrow or something.

Love ya,