It was a dull, boring day. I can't stand weekends at home. We do practically nothing. We did go shopping today. That was pretty much dull. That's the way shopping is when you don't have any money to spend. It's so pathetic. I can't wait until my next paycheck. I have like $25. I NEED more. I am so mad right now. I don't know why, I'm just pissed.

Tomorrow the whole school is going to some symphony. It's going to be so boring. At least we'll be out of school. At my last school, if we ever went to any kind of symphony or play, they would make us write a report about it. Once, we went to a mall and we had to give this, in depth paper about it. Goodness. I hope we don't have to do that tomorrow.

I wonder if Dylan's mom is going to be one of the drivers to the place. I will not be amused at all if she is.

Liz called me today. She was very depressed. She couldn't tell me why on the phone, but I assume it concerns [some guy] and Lacey. She also said that [Girl1] is moving back to their town. That girl is weird. She's nice, but she's on drugs, she drinks, and she's kindof a tramp. I hope that moving back will do her some good. I'm not trying to be judgemental or hard on her, but she was pretty decent before she moved to Oklahoma. Maybe she just started hanging out with the wrong people.

Yesterday, we went to church in Tacoma. I couldn't believe it! [Boy1] was there for the first time since July! We got to know each other real well in Idaho last summer and we almost went out, but he was a real jerk. Now his hair is so long and ugly. I could not believe it when I saw him. None of us had heard from him after the trip to Idaho. Goodness.

[Boy2] was so horny at church. He kept looking me over and making little comments and hugging me and stuff. I was becoming quite unamused. And [Girl2]! Man, she was bouncing off the wall. Her mouth was going a mile a minute. I couldn't believe her. I think that I'm going to go to California for a week with these people. It would be so much fun for us all to get together again, except that this time, [Girl3] will be there. I can't stand that woman. All she talks about is sex and she's really bitchy to me. I don't know what it would be like. [Girl2] and her are like best friends so I would just be in the way most of the time. That's the only reason why I might not go. That sounds very immature, I know, but I need to have someone to hang out with or else I'll feel lonely and out of place. I will have to think about this.

I'm kind of upset with Dylan right now. If he was going to "do something" to me on Friday then I am very disappointed in him. If he's the one acting like this, why does his mother hate me so much? I swear. She needs to place blame where it belongs. I have not been trying to seduce her son, but apparently that's what he's thinking about. That's not fair at all.

I am not going to be mean to Dylan tomorrow though. I will act civil. After all, it's not his fault that he has hormones or that he has that woman for his mother. Poor guy.

Speaking of mothers, me and my mom got in a few arguments today. She is really starting to bug me. So is my sister.

Bye now. Love ya!